Dec 28, 2009 08:46
replacing negativity with positivity in ones life is difficult because you have to be so goddamn honest, with everyone, all the time, if it's going to happen. true honesty is unfortunately, really fucking hard to achieve, because it requires confrontational moments that you DO NOT want to have. or rather, that i dont want to have. at least, not about something that might hurt feelings. where did my backbone go??
yesterday was rad: successful thrifting, parking lot drinking, dance adventure. i am already starting to get nervous about next friday - - - a half hour set! at blim! playing to my four track! so great! so scary! (ps. you should all come, its greenbelt's end of tour show, and jeff's cd release party. greenbelt's on around 10, i open at 8). before piano recitals i used to either a) pound ice on our driveway or b) make myself sick. this city needs more ice so the silliness can continue.
yvonne gets back today. hurrah!!!!!!!!!!
i need some grease. call if you're up for breakfast.