some people just don't know when to quit

Jun 03, 2004 18:35

alright, so just returned from a LOVELY dinner, where everyone in my family proceeded to attack me over... my senior yearbook page. why, you may ask. because there were no pictures or specific mentions by name of them on it. let me grab my yearbook... ok... and do a brief scan to give those of you not at madeira an idea. alright, picture of me, picture of me riding, pictures of me and the roomie, pictures of me and the whore (aka bessie), picture of me and lindsay, pic of lucy, pic of lu and regi, pic of claire, pic of a bunch of us on our white day this fall, song quotes, and this: "thank you to my family, friends, and everyone at Springtown Farm for their never ending love and support, blah blah blah." my family has, since graduation, and over the past few days, proceeded to give me shit about the page. saying how i mentioned SF by name and not each individual family member. or, my mom said "maybe its a good thing i didn't buy a yearbook ad for you, i see how much we mean to you." like, REALLY shitty things.

the fact is, though, that i made a conscientious decision to make my page a tribute to my four years at madeira and all of the memories, experiences, and people that shaped me as a person and made me a madeira girl. which means no pictures of family or outside friends, etc. yes, i mentioned SF and my family because they were a big part of my life while i was at madeira. HOWEVER, they were not, and never will be MADEIRA.

i mean, way to make me feel like shit. its not like i just lost my entire world only 2 weeks ago. its not like i have basically zero social life and have no support system now that i left. thanks for being considerate. i mean, OF COURSE y'all are like the center of my universe and always have been. i have no friends that mean more to me than you guys. like, shit. i love those girls more than life itself and always will, and the fact that anyone close to me refuses to acknowledge that in the interest of self promotion is just shitty.

so, after spending a beautiful day running around for the various members of my family, i am going to do a little "me time." which consists of watching obscene amounts of TV. wonderful. and no one will go see HP3 w/ me at midnight. if i were at school, everyone would be going. this sucks.

ps mom just dropped in and said "i was just kidding, you know." still fucking hurts, you know.
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