Loving You~
Title: Loving You~
Summary: They loved each other all along. But no one wants to speak. [Yes. I know. I suck at summaries.]
Genre: Fluff? i think...
Pairings: Kyumin~ and a hint of Kangteuk. J
Disclaimer: Unfortunately, I do not own anyone from Super Junior.
A/n: This fic is made because of lackness of Kyumin love lately. T_T This is a song fic. The song is Loving You. By Nina. Hope you enjoy reading it. ;) Don't forget to drop a comment and tell me what you think. :) It will be highly appreciated. Thankies.
Sungmin POV]
It’s been quite a while
It really kept me wanting you
You’ve got some style that’s so unique
So beautiful, so warm, so deep
The first time I saw you, you caught my attention. The first time you talked to me, I felt my heart sink. The first time I heard you sing, I just… fell in love with you.
The way you dress, the way you sing, the way your melodic voice send shivers down my spine, all of it, is just so heart-melting. And you, you alone is perfect.
Simply perfect.
I’ve loved you all these years, but I just can’t find the courage to confess my sincere love to you. I’ve been a coward. I know.
Just imagining your deep, velvety voice, saying the words, “Sorry, but I can’t return your feelings.” Or “I love someone already, and that isn’t you. I’m sorry.”
These images of you saying those heartbreaking words shatter my heart to uncountable pieces. And I’m then left with the choice of just hiding my feelings, inside my thirsty-for-love heart.
Stay with me tonight
Let me know the kind of love
That will remain forever be
A dream that you have made reality
I sat on my bed in the dorm. Gathering all the courage in me. All my willpower just to say those 3 simple words to him. Why is it so hard to say “I like you” to the one you admire? I was so busy battling with my thoughts that I didn’t notice you enter our shared room.
“Hyung, are you alright?” His soothing voice interrupted the current war going on in my head. I looked up to him and faked a smile,
“Of course. W-What makes you think I’m not okay?” A hint of nervousness wrapped in my voice. I flashed a smile to him, hoping that he would believe it.
“I know you hyung. What’s wrong?” He walked towards me and knelt in front of me so that his eyes were the same level as mine. He was definitely searching for something in my eyes.
“Tell me what’s bothering you hyung. Maybe I can help.” Determination written on his face and eyes. He grabbed both of my hands and gripped it tightly. I can do this. I would tell him right now. Now. Now. Lee Sungmin you can do this!
“Well you see… there’s someone I like” The moment I said this sentence, his grip towards my hand loosened. And his eyes darted towards the floor. I wasn’t really sure what he meant with that gesture of his.
“Okay. Go on.” His eyes still looking directly at the floor. For some reason he won’t look at me. He won’t look at me straight in the eyes.
“And his name is, Cho Kyuhyun.” I pulled my hands away from his grasp and buried my face into my pillow. I innerly squealed, THIS IS THE MOST EMBARRASING THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME. I honestly wished that the ground would just swallow me alive.
I slowly looked up to him only to find a smile painted across his angelic face. I sat there dumbfounded. I saw him stand up and lean towards my ear then softly whisper the 4 words that I have been longing to hear all my life, he whispered, I like you too. Then I felt the soft, luscious, sweet lips that I’ve been longing to taste, against my own.
[End of Sungmin POV]
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[Kyuhyun POV]
Loving you, ohohoh
Is such an easy thing to do
No you’ll never know
It’s driving me crazy coz it grows and grows
But I won’t let it stop
No I’m not giving up
Loving you, oh loving you
Just have been too much
I woke up one morning to find the spot next to me cold and empty. The smell of freshly brewed coffee and newly toasted bread lingered around the air. I close my eyes and smiled to myself, inhaling the delicious aroma floating around me.
I made my way towards the kitchen to find the other members already up, and my loved one on the sink washing the kitchen utensils he used. Quickening my pace toward him, I heard a small gasp escape from his lips when I wrapped my arms around his waist.
I rested my chin to his shoulders and flooded his neck with butterfly kisses. His giggles are like sweet melodies playing in my ear. I only stopped kissing him when Teukie-hyung called our attention that it’s really too early in the morning for things like that.
“Yeah right Eeteuk-hyung. Look at what Kangin-hyung’s doing to you right now.” -Which is the same gesture I was doing awhile ago to my dear one. Then we all just burst out laughing.
To tell you the truth, I was in love with Sungmin-hyung even before the mini drama series. I was really grateful to the staff that they actually thought of making me and Sungmin the main pair.
I don’t know why, but he just, yeah, call me cheesy but, he completes my life. I would arrive home every night, exhaustion wrapped around me. But it’ll quickly fade away when he flungs his arms around me and gives me his best smile. Questioning me if I had a nice day, what activities I did, and so on.
I have no intention of confessing my love for him. I was happy enough to know that he was always at my side and always there when I need a helping hand or a crying shoulder. Then he confessed to me that one day. I was the happiest man on earth, no the whole galaxy, that day.
Loving Sungmin Lee is easy. I don’t know how to explain that one but I think loving him is like loving a friend. The only difference is that I kiss him. I’m addicted to his kisses actually. My heart skips a beat. And every time I’m with him my stomach is filled with butterflies that are flying to an unstoppable manner.
He made sure our relationship was strong and not leaning the wrong way. He made our whole relationship less complicated than others. He makes sure that you are comfortable around him and not have awkward moments floating around you two.
I won’t ever waste this chance that I got with him. He’s my everything. My all. I won’t give him up. Never. And I’m loving him, just a bit too much. And both of us loved that feeling.
Fin~
A/n: I know i suck at writing fics. T_T forgive me. it was a very fail attempt. the whole idea just came across my mind and i was LSS to that song for days. and i dont know why. :D even though it was a really fail attempt, i hope i didn't waste your time for readin this. thank you. and i hope you liked and enjoyed it. :D oh and i didn't finish the whole song. :D thanks again. COMMENTS WILL BE HIGHLY APPRECIATED. :D