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Please forget the past year and a half of my life. I've acted like a pathetic, weak little girl and I'm ready to move away from who I was junior year and who I've been for the past five months. I've let too much of my life be dictated by one event and I'm not the gal I'd like to be. Just because the silly boy who knew me better than anyone kicked me to the curb with no regrets, doesn't mean I should be afraid to be my self around anyone, ever again.
For the past five months I've pushed so many people away, avoided real conversations, stopped answering my phone, and have doubted my self in everything I've done. I'm sorry to have let everyone down as far as college goes (i just didn't have the energy or courage to apply to "better" schools), I'm sorry I've ran away from my responsibilities at school (mock trial, orchestra, all city), I'm sorry I've jumped down everyones throat and I'm sorry that I told you how to live your life (because I probably did.)
I sucked at that life.
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For the past five months I've pushed so many people away, avoided real conversations, stopped answering my phone, and have doubted my self in everything I've done. I'm sorry to have let everyone down as far as college goes (i just didn't have the energy or courage to apply to "better" schools), I'm sorry I've ran away from my responsibilities at school (mock trial, orchestra, all city), I'm sorry I've jumped down everyones throat and I'm sorry that I told you how to live your life (because I probably did.)
I sucked at that life.
love jacket <3
NEW JOURNAL: okayjacket. add it if you wont. don't if you don't.