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I'm really bummed right now.
Things just all together suck.
I didn't make jazz choir. I told myself that I wasn't going to be upset and I was just going to deal with it. Well, yeah. NOPE. See the plan was that only two sopranos would make it in. The chances for me to get in were a lot more slim. Therefore, when I saw that I didn't get in it wouldn't of been a big deal. SHE TOOK IN FOUR. All of which were my best friends. I'm the only one out of my friends who didn't make it in -- besides Sarah.. which didn't really help. See, she knew that she messed up. So she knew that she didn't get it. Besides my allergies, I think I did really well. Just to sum it all up for ya.. my best wasn't good enough. WONDERFFFFUL.
Then there's the fact that my best friend doesn't like hanging out with me?!?
AND wished she didn't stay at my house this weekend. OUCCCCH.
Talk about insulted and hurt.
There's also the whole boy thing. I'm selfish. I'm an asshole. Which only leads to utter confusion.
Yes, Lexi.. I'm madly in love with friction.... still =)
I just have to stop comparing this year to last year. That's all.
Is it bad that I'm venting to livejournal? I don't think that's healthy..
suck it up, jacquelyn.