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meet lil john. =)
Ah yesturday was good. spent pretty much all of it with my bestest friend. We chilled at my house && then went to petco to get our little gerbil for our science project. ah he's so cute. The second we got home we let him go. I have never seen something run so fast. Where does it go? under my bed. We spent an HOUR getting him. We really were about to cry. It was so frustrating. It slept the remainder of the night- that sure wore him out. I laughed so much with her. I felt like we really bonded yesturday, it was cool. I love her, a lot.
So about the situation I wrote about the other night.. it's getting better. Nothing changed, at all. I realized that I was kind of being used. Well I didn't realize it, but xanndraa keeps telling me that I was. It is just going to take him to realize it. We'll see if he does the same thing to her.... even though they look quite happy. (which, honestly, is killing me.) I love how I am jealous of my best friend. It's really not suppoed to be like that, right?Whatever. I'm sick of thinking about it. really. I wish I never even met him. that would have been better.