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So yeah it has been along time since I really updated this thing.......
there really isnt much going on in my life right now.....it kinda blows......
For starters I dont work at Toys-R-Us anymore....which really sucks because I loved that place....I had such a good time working there! I got fired because I wanted to switch my job discription before I was there 2 months. I wanted to go from stocker (midnights) to cashier they supposedly told me at orentation that I could switch within 2 months of working there. which is bull because I have asked everyone that works there as cashier I know if they were told or not and not one of them were told. So I go back in the next day after being called the day before to be told I was "terminated", to go talk to carol. Mind you she is the one I ask to switch in the first place. Well I ask her what is going on and why I was fired and she says "well I thought you have been here for more than 2 months," and im like carol, do you realize that I just got my 3rd week check friday (mind you this is suday) I was like you gave it to me. she was like sorry I didnt know. So I am sitting there talking to her and I bring up, what if I stay stocker until my 2 months is up? and she is like "no I dont need you making anymore mistakes." I was like whatever and walked out. so yeah that was my nice adventure to t.r.u. in one day! lmao......But I am not working at Mcdonalds.....eW! lol I mean its nice money working there. I am starting out like 18 cents more then tru and I will get a 50 cents raise within the next 3 months depending on how hard I work! so thats nice....but like I said before I MISS tru so much! Hopefully Mcdonalds wont be as bad as I think? ugh I hope not!!
Oh buddy! I am excited! I turn 19 in 76 days! how awesome is that....well its ok. I mean canada is going to be freaking busy with me comin there all the time now! lol not all the time but on occasion! :D It feels like I just turned 18 yesturday! I mean this year has gone by so fast its un-real. I kinda wish I could go back to the years where you had no worries or concerns about life, like where ur gonna end up in 5-10 years and like who ur going to be with? its difficult....I mean sit back and think of those years, when your mom usta make ur lunch and make ur bed for you, or even when she got ur bath together. But what I miss most is my mom tucking me in and saying sweetdreams. I dont get that anymore, "im to old for that"! it just really makes you think and I dont think I ever stop missing those days!!!
Not Much Going on in the love life either really. I mean, there is only one guy I think about but I dont think he wants anything to do with me anymore. I fucked him over so much! I wish I could go back and fix everything! from the begining! do it all over!! All I am going to say is, I miss ur touch, ur scent, ur kiss, ur hugs, the way you would say I love you for no reason at all! I miss you all the way around....but before I go into sap mode im going to move on in this entry.
Oh man I started bowling again! But I am finally off all those youth leagues and adult parent ones. I am on a sanction league now, with my dad, my aunt kathy(who is an awesome bowler) and my uncle joe! I have much fun on that league! but I feel like I am pressured into so much on that one. like everyone I bowl with are good bowlers. I wish I could go back to last year when I had my pet ball and I bowled nothing under 220-230 each game! I miss that so much too! oh well....hopefully with this ball it will come back soon!
Well I guess I had more to talk about then I thought! lmao. but until next time guys......
♥ much love ♥
there really isnt much going on in my life right now.....it kinda blows......
For starters I dont work at Toys-R-Us anymore....which really sucks because I loved that place....I had such a good time working there! I got fired because I wanted to switch my job discription before I was there 2 months. I wanted to go from stocker (midnights) to cashier they supposedly told me at orentation that I could switch within 2 months of working there. which is bull because I have asked everyone that works there as cashier I know if they were told or not and not one of them were told. So I go back in the next day after being called the day before to be told I was "terminated", to go talk to carol. Mind you she is the one I ask to switch in the first place. Well I ask her what is going on and why I was fired and she says "well I thought you have been here for more than 2 months," and im like carol, do you realize that I just got my 3rd week check friday (mind you this is suday) I was like you gave it to me. she was like sorry I didnt know. So I am sitting there talking to her and I bring up, what if I stay stocker until my 2 months is up? and she is like "no I dont need you making anymore mistakes." I was like whatever and walked out. so yeah that was my nice adventure to t.r.u. in one day! lmao......But I am not working at Mcdonalds.....eW! lol I mean its nice money working there. I am starting out like 18 cents more then tru and I will get a 50 cents raise within the next 3 months depending on how hard I work! so thats nice....but like I said before I MISS tru so much! Hopefully Mcdonalds wont be as bad as I think? ugh I hope not!!
Oh buddy! I am excited! I turn 19 in 76 days! how awesome is that....well its ok. I mean canada is going to be freaking busy with me comin there all the time now! lol not all the time but on occasion! :D It feels like I just turned 18 yesturday! I mean this year has gone by so fast its un-real. I kinda wish I could go back to the years where you had no worries or concerns about life, like where ur gonna end up in 5-10 years and like who ur going to be with? its difficult....I mean sit back and think of those years, when your mom usta make ur lunch and make ur bed for you, or even when she got ur bath together. But what I miss most is my mom tucking me in and saying sweetdreams. I dont get that anymore, "im to old for that"! it just really makes you think and I dont think I ever stop missing those days!!!
Not Much Going on in the love life either really. I mean, there is only one guy I think about but I dont think he wants anything to do with me anymore. I fucked him over so much! I wish I could go back and fix everything! from the begining! do it all over!! All I am going to say is, I miss ur touch, ur scent, ur kiss, ur hugs, the way you would say I love you for no reason at all! I miss you all the way around....but before I go into sap mode im going to move on in this entry.
Oh man I started bowling again! But I am finally off all those youth leagues and adult parent ones. I am on a sanction league now, with my dad, my aunt kathy(who is an awesome bowler) and my uncle joe! I have much fun on that league! but I feel like I am pressured into so much on that one. like everyone I bowl with are good bowlers. I wish I could go back to last year when I had my pet ball and I bowled nothing under 220-230 each game! I miss that so much too! oh well....hopefully with this ball it will come back soon!
Well I guess I had more to talk about then I thought! lmao. but until next time guys......
♥ much love ♥