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Oct 18, 2005 12:34

well I havent really done anything lately......just sitting here bored alot.....I mean I am working but that is midnights....what am I supposed todo during the day? yeah! this sucks!.....even tho I have a job I feel my life is falling apart again.......

Mike and I split up......and I honestly dont know what to do? I miss him already and I know this sounds pittiful but im sorry I need to vent on someone....!!! sometimes I think to my self how much I could be a screw up and how much I really am! I dont wanna feel that way anymore....and yes I know....only I can change that....

But sometimes its a little hard when you have people that dont give a shit and cant even show you that they care.....but dont some of you want that in ur life? I know I do....its nice to have that comfort zone with some people.....I know I can be there for people whenever they need me and everyone I know, I think knows I am here for them 24/7.....

but I guess I am going to get going because I am honeslty not in the mood to be on here anymore.....so talk to you all later.....Bye!

Till Next Time?

♥ Jackie
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