Dec 14, 2005 23:21
Well today was my first day of my Christmas break. It was great. I finished out my finals yesterday and I feel really good about all my classes, but grades won't be posted till the 17th. I have like 27 days off. I don't really feel like I need a break but I will definately take it and enjoy Christmas for like a month. I have to work everyday starting tomorrow until Christmas camp. I can't wait.
And to you-I've worried about you for way too long. You couldn't give a fuck about me. I knew you would do it again. I keep so many emotions inside. I let down my guard, tell you what's up and you fuck me over once again. I hope you just don't get it, but I have a feeling you just don't care. But I will enjoy my time off regardless. Hopefully next time I won't be so stupid to listen to your bullshit and actually believe it again. A good friend let me know that that's not how things should be and that I'm worth much more.
Get into the Christmas spirit. Take the time to enjoy this time of year because it only comes once. Now with that. I'm done. Goodnight.