Gahhhhhhhh
"thanksgiving" was an odd day. well, for the third year in a row i didn't have to go because i don't support the idea of celebrating "thanks" for killing off native americans and the holiday is proposed for very very wrong reasons
but also 3 things happened:
1.)my ex and her boyfriend broke up, so helping with that is a change in itself that i talk to her again.
2.)this one sucks. from the time i was born, i've known my friend Joey since birth and his family are my own. his grandpa, who i've known always as my grandpa aswell, passed away today and it's depressing that a guy who was so joyous and heartwarming was on life support, and then less than 24 hours later he's gone and i'll never get to speak with him again. going to the funeral will be a very depressing thing, because i've known the man 18 years of my life.
3.)my brother is back home. i don't know how to take it yet. part of me feels it's good he's back, but i know conflict will arise again. i mean, he already did mess up the living room tv so he can have tv is his room, and i know once everyone wakes up tmw all hell will break loose........again.
this day has been weird, i don't really know what to expect next, all i do know is this holiday is based on bullshit just like so many others we have, actually, all of them are based off bullshit.
halloween, the day of the dead, so we dress up in costumes and go get candy when your supposed to remember those that have passed on. i'll never understand, thus me never celebrating holidays most times.
but also 3 things happened:
1.)my ex and her boyfriend broke up, so helping with that is a change in itself that i talk to her again.
2.)this one sucks. from the time i was born, i've known my friend Joey since birth and his family are my own. his grandpa, who i've known always as my grandpa aswell, passed away today and it's depressing that a guy who was so joyous and heartwarming was on life support, and then less than 24 hours later he's gone and i'll never get to speak with him again. going to the funeral will be a very depressing thing, because i've known the man 18 years of my life.
3.)my brother is back home. i don't know how to take it yet. part of me feels it's good he's back, but i know conflict will arise again. i mean, he already did mess up the living room tv so he can have tv is his room, and i know once everyone wakes up tmw all hell will break loose........again.
this day has been weird, i don't really know what to expect next, all i do know is this holiday is based on bullshit just like so many others we have, actually, all of them are based off bullshit.
halloween, the day of the dead, so we dress up in costumes and go get candy when your supposed to remember those that have passed on. i'll never understand, thus me never celebrating holidays most times.