Memories...
seem to get the best of me.
one day, its something I want back.
the next, its something at the end of the day I wish I never even was a part of.
once the bad covers up the good I think theirs a problem.
Rekindling friendships once lost always seems to bring up good and bad in my mind.
We laugh at bringing up the good times and laughing about it and I'm thinking its great and its what I want again.
Then, I'll remember why we stopped, the bad times, and I just start thinking I don't want it to happen again, I can't let it happen again.
I'm not ready to start letting people back into my life on personal levels again like that, only the 6 or 7 that are involved now.
I don't want to put my heart out there for it to get smashed on for like the 8th time.
big risk, big reward, or big bust...
i dnk.....
one day, its something I want back.
the next, its something at the end of the day I wish I never even was a part of.
once the bad covers up the good I think theirs a problem.
Rekindling friendships once lost always seems to bring up good and bad in my mind.
We laugh at bringing up the good times and laughing about it and I'm thinking its great and its what I want again.
Then, I'll remember why we stopped, the bad times, and I just start thinking I don't want it to happen again, I can't let it happen again.
I'm not ready to start letting people back into my life on personal levels again like that, only the 6 or 7 that are involved now.
I don't want to put my heart out there for it to get smashed on for like the 8th time.
big risk, big reward, or big bust...
i dnk.....