Random thoughts

[jacobnothing]

Theres been too much shit going on the past few weeks, and I don't know what to do, the past 2 days I've slept over 35 hours. Why? I'll tell you why, I have no reason to get up and do anything, all my friends are drifting away, love is gone, people only want me around when they need something. They think I'm made of money. FUCK YOU! I'm not your fuckin ride, I'm not your fucking cash bank. Forget YOU! My own friends ask out girls I care about. That bothers me, but whatever, it's been proven I'm a piece of shit who can't treat a girl right, maybe you can!!!

FUCK YOU!

you think I want just sex, FUCK YOU! you obviously don't know me

All I want is a stable person who can be with me and treat me right.

I need to get the fuck out of Michigan. No one here understands me, they all think I'm just some fuckin whore who just wants sex. if you knew me, I'm so much more than that. I just need to get to Florida or where ever and start playing shows.

I miss 3 years ago when I was falling for ally, it was a fairy tale romance....

would anyone really miss me? maybe my parents. everyone else would just forget me. Remember half my friends would throw me on the curb for some pussy. so FUCK THEM

I love you shane, at least you're good to me.

People in my life who obviously care = the band

I once thought you cared, but you don't anymore. It's obvious whenever you talk to me.

I wish I could have made you happy.

I'm sorry everyone.

Don't pay attention to me, I'm just rambling, ;)