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well had monologue practice today, it was really helpful, if only i could have done it sooner. I got a sense of what I was saying and why. It saddnes me that I didn't realize it sooner. I dont think i'm going to Torins Party tomorrow i feel that it's more important for me to practice than to go to a party in which i'll just be made fun of when im there, ya i know you'll all stick up for me but i dont want you to always have to (granted, i love it when you do) it's just you wont always be there, anyways i need a lot of practice and i need to do it if i really want this. The question is do I? im puzzled with it. Do I really want to go to this school? part of me dose and the lazy part of me dosnt want to have to do so much commitment, even though I can. Well, lets hope for the best and hope i find my answer soon who knew high school was this hard.........