you can't feel this
My friends may be doing stuff with their life and working jobs that they may be able to advance in while I work 3rd shift at a dead end security job but at least I get to fuck around on a golf cart while listening to the gin blossoms when no one is here. You have no idea how nice it feels when the cool wind hits your face and you are listening to hey jealousy. This might be the best thing I have ever experienced.