Aug 20, 2008 02:00
Tonight was a pretty decent fighter practice in CDV, I pretty much get beaten down every fighter practice but, I think I am getting better - as of late I feel stronger and I can breathe a little better , in otherwords I can last a little longer on the field. The whole coming back from a 5 year break is really hard I am much heavier and I have been doing nothing really physical , just sitting behind a desk eating junk food and smoking cig's - on that note " I WANT TO QUIT SO STOP YELLING AT ME!!!" there really is no need, I know it hurts me but I really dont know how to quit everyone tells me how they quit or how they think it will be but I have been smoking for... well a long time. I dont think its going to be easy in the least . My plan is to get the patches hopefully tomorrow and just use those and just not smoke-we will see.
Oh yah anyone see that storm the other night wow was that cool or what - about time we saw lighting and heard thunder in the Mid Valley - OR . I just aint natural for it to rain with out those 2 components.
Dream the Dream, Live the Life
Jacomus