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When you know that there is no way anyone in the world is thinking about you at a certain moment it feels pretty terrible...mostly really lonley
I'm so bored. Tonight I went to my friends house with a few people and they decided to watch jackass 2 which i have seen and yes its funny, but I was so bored. Then when the movie was finished we all just went home, and it was 1. So unsatisfied by tonight / today. I don't wanna go to bed yet becasue I feel like my day shouldnt end because it was so crappy and boring. You know you havent had a good day when you refuse to change into your PJ's. I'm still wearing my clothes because I still feel like doing somthing. Fuck
I have 3 midterms this week and I'm basically royally fucked for all of them AND I have to write another fucking story. I have NO ideas this time.
I know that I'm not gonna do well enough to get into York, I'm already to far gone with my marks....so I'm not sure where that leaves me. I still have to try in school but what for really. What am i doing next year????
LIFE IS SO BORING THESE DAYS guuuh
tomorrow DJ AM is gonna be some place downtown which I am excited for, at least a small piece of L.A can bring itself to me.
I like to think about what makes me happy these days, what keeps me going, where do I get my fix from / is my fix really anything special in the long run....no. Life has no meaning. I live in the moment this is for sure. Now I am being a scatterbrain and not making sense and jsut saying whatever comes to my mind...cool...I can look back on this in a few years and laugh...for what reason I do not know yet!
ok end.
I'm so bored. Tonight I went to my friends house with a few people and they decided to watch jackass 2 which i have seen and yes its funny, but I was so bored. Then when the movie was finished we all just went home, and it was 1. So unsatisfied by tonight / today. I don't wanna go to bed yet becasue I feel like my day shouldnt end because it was so crappy and boring. You know you havent had a good day when you refuse to change into your PJ's. I'm still wearing my clothes because I still feel like doing somthing. Fuck
I have 3 midterms this week and I'm basically royally fucked for all of them AND I have to write another fucking story. I have NO ideas this time.
I know that I'm not gonna do well enough to get into York, I'm already to far gone with my marks....so I'm not sure where that leaves me. I still have to try in school but what for really. What am i doing next year????
LIFE IS SO BORING THESE DAYS guuuh
tomorrow DJ AM is gonna be some place downtown which I am excited for, at least a small piece of L.A can bring itself to me.
I like to think about what makes me happy these days, what keeps me going, where do I get my fix from / is my fix really anything special in the long run....no. Life has no meaning. I live in the moment this is for sure. Now I am being a scatterbrain and not making sense and jsut saying whatever comes to my mind...cool...I can look back on this in a few years and laugh...for what reason I do not know yet!
ok end.