Feb 08, 2007 03:18
okay so its really late...I have a test at 8:15 in the morning...I have 40 pages to read...I took ritalin. Tomorrow I'm at school till 6. When I get home I have to study for a test for Friday, along with an assignment due. I also have to watch the office and greys anatomy. Is there enough time in a day for me to live? I mean really...I'm obviously going to be a fucking zombie tomorrow and I'm gonna want to go to bed the second I get home. Tomorrow I'm gonna have to be a ritalin junkie to stay awake...so basically I'm being really bad to myself.
Why am I so dumb! I still don't feel like I fucking care about my test but I'm forcing myself to read. Why do I not care about school. Why am I such a bad student. I need to be doing somthing else.
stop fucking day dreamingggg idiottt!!!