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I'm so bored this week. School is pissing me off so much. I hate my research writting course, it has potential to be not bad but my teacher makes me want to die. I know for a fact that the other class with a different teacher has it way better and it pisses me off that I could be getting better grades in her class. I can't "make the most of it" because i have no desire to.
So basically all I do on my computer in my spare time is download music, find new bands, and listen to it. I have no idea what I want to be "when i grow up". Music journalism would be awesome but I know that I'm not a good enough writter to succeed in that field, and with the program I'm in now, I just can't see it leading to anything to do with journalism. I have no direction, and I'm not motivated anymore to do well in school because I don't know where the fuck its going to take me. So frusterating!!!!!
I had a nice talk with my mom tonight...its rare for me to plunk down on her bed and just tell her things, and I want to do it more often. I told her all of the above basically, and some other stuff.
I have to call my Grandma in Florida also because I promised her I would call more often after we got back from visiting her. I feel horrible that I haven't called. I'll do that tomorrow.
And now I only see my dad for 1 night a week, because he got a job in L.A so his company pays for his airfare and hotel stay and he goes and comes back for the weekend. If I don't have too much work I'm hoping to go with him during reading week, and hopefully bring a friend so we can go party at cinespace.
And Snoopy is currently snoring on my bed...what a funny pup.
So basically all I do on my computer in my spare time is download music, find new bands, and listen to it. I have no idea what I want to be "when i grow up". Music journalism would be awesome but I know that I'm not a good enough writter to succeed in that field, and with the program I'm in now, I just can't see it leading to anything to do with journalism. I have no direction, and I'm not motivated anymore to do well in school because I don't know where the fuck its going to take me. So frusterating!!!!!
I had a nice talk with my mom tonight...its rare for me to plunk down on her bed and just tell her things, and I want to do it more often. I told her all of the above basically, and some other stuff.
I have to call my Grandma in Florida also because I promised her I would call more often after we got back from visiting her. I feel horrible that I haven't called. I'll do that tomorrow.
And now I only see my dad for 1 night a week, because he got a job in L.A so his company pays for his airfare and hotel stay and he goes and comes back for the weekend. If I don't have too much work I'm hoping to go with him during reading week, and hopefully bring a friend so we can go party at cinespace.
And Snoopy is currently snoring on my bed...what a funny pup.