Oct 03, 2005 20:57
wow it's been a while since I've updated.
damn.
homecoming..eh it was fun
some minor embarassing moments.
at the end of the night sat on kelsey's roof watching stars and laughing the hardest I've ever laughed.
Then she told me we were above her attic and about the grudge.
I almost fell twice.
Next morning two packages of cinnamon rolls.
amazing.
My date was such a gentleman.
But I smiled so much I thought my face was going to get stuck like that.
Lately I've been getting really pissed real easily over nothing.
I don't even know.
Maybe it's hormones.
I hate it when people tell me one thing then do a complete other right in front of my face.
what the h man.
especially when were so close.
eh I'm over it.
I didn't realize how petty people could be.
My god when you base how you like someone on how hott they look in a bikini and if they're nice to look at there's something wrong.
So chemistry is by far the worst class of my life.
definitely will be lucky to pull some form of a B.
I never thought it would happen to me but the people I thought would be in my life forever are starting to drift away.
and it feels like people I just started getting to know are already fading.
Why is summer over.
I'm just know starting driver's training segment one even though I could have taken it a year ago.
Probably the most boring thing ever.
I'm driving for the first time ever tomorrow and I couldn't be more scared.
Lately I've been just thinking about what I want out of life.
frankly I have no clue.
Maybe I'm trying to grow up too fast..
Riding the bus is..interesting.
Some girl on my bus sings at 7 am everyday and she sounds like the drunk version of chirstina aguilara.
Then there's her partner in crime who has a harmonica necklace..
I don't even know.
The only fun part about my day is drama with bob and seeing corin.
The kelsey squared.
and then disguise disguise band practic sometimes. haha those boys are just hilarious. and I love Mrs. Erlandson
and of course lunch.. because there is food.
I keep trying not to think about ashley going to school.
but damn it's hard.
I'll be losing my best friend soon and I don't know what I'm going to do.
and she's going to want to be as far away as possible too
my "schedule" is just so freaking crazy I'm so stressed out right now I can't even begin to think about senior year.
tell me how you're all doing.
Come estas?