well...this is odd...
Okay, so the first thing I notice as I update; "what the heck? Livejournal changed the update layout..." Its not so bad.
Lets see, school has been... kind of unreal really... its kind of depressing. It doesn't feel like its really happening. I feel like I've been dreaming for the past few months. Its like its physically wrong for me to be going to a school away from you guys. Yeah thats sappy but I swear thats how it feels.
Johnny Ramone is dead. Thats another thing I feel like I dreamt. Man, I can't believe he died. I mean, the guy was like... one of my idols.
I haven't talked to Graham in a while. I really miss him. Ashley says its "understood" that we're going out, but I kind of want to talk to him and make sure thats how he feels.
I feel really bad because I said something to Mike that I shouldn't have. I mean, I haven't seen the kid since the last day of 8th grade and the first conversation I have with him I screw up by asking about a relationship thats nonexistent. -.-' Real smooth Jack.
I got strep again... blah.
*sigh* This next bit has been really bugging me since the day I went to Night of Joy, and couldn't go to Grahams party. Mainly since he told me when his makeup party was going to be. eh, if he does end up having it, I can't go. I'll be on a stupid boat that day. T.T Yeah, I want to go to the cruise thing because we've been working really hard to raise the money and stuff, but I don't want to miss Graham's birthday, AGAIN. Grr, I hope he'll forgive me.
I went to the mall today and it was pretty cool. Ashley came but she didn't really seem to be having much fun. Though after the mall we went to Korys and see seemed to lighten up.
Halloween is coming up. I can't do ANYTHING for it. T.T I'm working on a costume but I don't really have anywhere to wear it. *sigh* I want to have a party, because I don't know about you guys but I had a good time. I can't because its on a Sunday. I can't have it on Saturday because Mum has to do a litergy in the morning. Grrr. The only thing I could possibly do is go to a party on Saturday.
Well, I am trying to think of something to do for the Talent Show. I haven't got a clue what to do. I'll probably sing something... or maybe I'll just not do something. I think the Jr. Steel Monkies are going to preform but I'm not sure.
I am going to go to bed so I leave you with these words.
To Graham: I love you very much. I want to see your or talk to you or something soon.
To Shrooms: I gotta see you sometime soon man. Believe it or not, I really miss your negativity and different brand of humor.
To Kory: Today was really fun, we need to do it again sometime.
To Ashley: I'm sorry if you didn't have a great time today. I hope you won't hold it against me.
To Chris: I could SO kick your ass.
To Gaia: WORK YOU SON OF A BEACH!!!
>> << *not obsessed*
-Jack
Lets see, school has been... kind of unreal really... its kind of depressing. It doesn't feel like its really happening. I feel like I've been dreaming for the past few months. Its like its physically wrong for me to be going to a school away from you guys. Yeah thats sappy but I swear thats how it feels.
Johnny Ramone is dead. Thats another thing I feel like I dreamt. Man, I can't believe he died. I mean, the guy was like... one of my idols.
I haven't talked to Graham in a while. I really miss him. Ashley says its "understood" that we're going out, but I kind of want to talk to him and make sure thats how he feels.
I feel really bad because I said something to Mike that I shouldn't have. I mean, I haven't seen the kid since the last day of 8th grade and the first conversation I have with him I screw up by asking about a relationship thats nonexistent. -.-' Real smooth Jack.
I got strep again... blah.
*sigh* This next bit has been really bugging me since the day I went to Night of Joy, and couldn't go to Grahams party. Mainly since he told me when his makeup party was going to be. eh, if he does end up having it, I can't go. I'll be on a stupid boat that day. T.T Yeah, I want to go to the cruise thing because we've been working really hard to raise the money and stuff, but I don't want to miss Graham's birthday, AGAIN. Grr, I hope he'll forgive me.
I went to the mall today and it was pretty cool. Ashley came but she didn't really seem to be having much fun. Though after the mall we went to Korys and see seemed to lighten up.
Halloween is coming up. I can't do ANYTHING for it. T.T I'm working on a costume but I don't really have anywhere to wear it. *sigh* I want to have a party, because I don't know about you guys but I had a good time. I can't because its on a Sunday. I can't have it on Saturday because Mum has to do a litergy in the morning. Grrr. The only thing I could possibly do is go to a party on Saturday.
Well, I am trying to think of something to do for the Talent Show. I haven't got a clue what to do. I'll probably sing something... or maybe I'll just not do something. I think the Jr. Steel Monkies are going to preform but I'm not sure.
I am going to go to bed so I leave you with these words.
To Graham: I love you very much. I want to see your or talk to you or something soon.
To Shrooms: I gotta see you sometime soon man. Believe it or not, I really miss your negativity and different brand of humor.
To Kory: Today was really fun, we need to do it again sometime.
To Ashley: I'm sorry if you didn't have a great time today. I hope you won't hold it against me.
To Chris: I could SO kick your ass.
To Gaia: WORK YOU SON OF A BEACH!!!
>> << *not obsessed*
-Jack