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I am terrible. I meet these boys, charm them, make them fall head over heels and then snip em at the bud. I've stood up like 4 or 5 different guys in the last two months, and I just had to stop myself from setting up a date with another one a moment ago. The funny thing is that at first I have every intention of actually going out to dinner/move/park with them, but then once the time comes I really dont feel like it. The possibility of awkwardness, and the fact that I'm 99% sure that it'll be a failure is just simply not worth getting ready for. I mean I did go on like 1 date with a guy and it was fine but then he turned out to be a total creep. I rather just stick to the boys I already have, as disfunctional as things are with them they're still my boys and they're the best.