Don't be one of those vegan fruits. Eat meat. It's how nature intended. I'm sorry life has been hard, but we all have our shit to deal with. I lost my father last year, but I never went into any self-destruct mode with drugs or alcohol. Since then, I graduated and found a fucking amazing job that makes me so goddamn good about myself (a little ego is good!)
If you want to get through this, get a job, etc, do the following: 1.) Stop with the fucking drugs. You won't get a decent job since most test for that shit. And it's bad for you. There's a reason certain drugs are illegal. 2.) Eat healthy and exercise. Exercise is a great stress relief (run, power-walk, walk, sports, sex, whatever) 3.) No stupid pills. Don't turn into one of those idiot American "depression" morons. 4.) Moderate your drinking. Know when to stop. 5.) Don't bother with a shrink. They're paid to tell you what you already know but refuse to admit to yourself. Psychology majors are useless, unless they went the Medical route. 6.) Self-discipline.
If you need me to set you straight, let me know. I'm good at the tough love method of success.
Not getting into the subject of veganism. I like it. I feel healthy and well nourished. I feel better about myself as a human being for not eating animals, and not being the reason for their pain. It works for me and I'm happy about it.
I really do appreciate the advice Pawel. I want you to know that I'm fine. I go on binges. I'll get drunk and retarded for a while and then I get over it. I'm allready over the drinking thing. It was fun while it lasted but I no longer have the need for it. I just needed to be numb for a while. I've also cut down my smoking some, but it's the only drug that I do, well the only illegal one that is. I cut my shrink off due to financial resons, and am out on a hunt for a new job! And I'm asking for more money too. And oh yeah.... I'm a firm believer in self fixing and not taking some stupid anti depressants to hide the problem. Which is why I fight a lot, verbally that is, which is why I'm too much to handle for most people. But seriously. Thank you. We should hang out and talk, it's always good to have someone normal, level headed, and mature to talk to. But I am doing pretty fucking well at the moment considering everything. Actually I'm doing fantastic, and have never liked myself more.
If you want to get through this, get a job, etc, do the following:
1.) Stop with the fucking drugs. You won't get a decent job since most test for that shit. And it's bad for you. There's a reason certain drugs are illegal.
2.) Eat healthy and exercise. Exercise is a great stress relief (run, power-walk, walk, sports, sex, whatever)
3.) No stupid pills. Don't turn into one of those idiot American "depression" morons.
4.) Moderate your drinking. Know when to stop.
5.) Don't bother with a shrink. They're paid to tell you what you already know but refuse to admit to yourself. Psychology majors are useless, unless they went the Medical route.
6.) Self-discipline.
If you need me to set you straight, let me know. I'm good at the tough love method of success.
Hang in there,
Pavel
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I really do appreciate the advice Pawel. I want you to know that I'm fine. I go on binges. I'll get drunk and retarded for a while and then I get over it. I'm allready over the drinking thing. It was fun while it lasted but I no longer have the need for it. I just needed to be numb for a while. I've also cut down my smoking some, but it's the only drug that I do, well the only illegal one that is. I cut my shrink off due to financial resons, and am out on a hunt for a new job! And I'm asking for more money too. And oh yeah.... I'm a firm believer in self fixing and not taking some stupid anti depressants to hide the problem. Which is why I fight a lot, verbally that is, which is why I'm too much to handle for most people. But seriously. Thank you. We should hang out and talk, it's always good to have someone normal, level headed, and mature to talk to. But I am doing pretty fucking well at the moment considering everything. Actually I'm doing fantastic, and have never liked myself more.
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