Feb 03, 2005 00:39
I know I haven't written in here for awhile, but I'm guessing no one is reading anyway. Last Thursday night I called Stephen up and gave him an ultimatum. The ultimatum was that we were going to date or we never going to have any contact with each other again. I just love Stephen to death, but I can't handle him going in and out of my life the way he does. Well, last night I called him and left him a voice mail letting him know that since I hadn't talked to him since Thursday and he didn't really give me an answer that if he didn't call me by the time I went to bed tonight that, I knew for sure what his answer was. I already knew what his answer was going to be, or at least I think (he still has a couple of hours left, but my luck he's not going to call). All of my friends have boyfriends or are practically married and I feel left out in the cold. I'm ready for a relationship....a real relationship. I'm just all my guy friends' "friend" or they try to make me their fuck buddy. Well, enough of my bitching, I'll write more some other time.
Jacky