Ding!
Ay, its been forlonged since i've updated...CoH...WoW...Chelsey..School..my life lol. Lots changed..don't know half the people I used to. All gone, shrouded by my means. It was like, I was shovened inside a box and polymorphed into a new person, with a new life, and I stepped out with the memories of what I had. Riding to the Oaks mall on a Sunday morning right after church with Ashley and Earl laughing along the way getting crazy to the musical play "Rent". Those two just seem...gone now. I'm in this new life...this layer above the old one. I'm not sayng it's bad in any way. The old layers...they....got old..and replaced. This new one, this, new, will never be replaced. I never felt this happy. Though I do realize I lost a lot of my old life, my old feelings, but I still have those memories to look back on and sing a tear of respect to them. Was good fun, yes. But having Chelsey in my life, is worth anything, and I never want this to change. I know it won't. Those memories are good to look back on though...sad knowing I never will be able to go back because they all changed...no more wacky parties =(. Alas, Chelsey and me will always be together, and when I look back on memories of us, I won't feel sad anymore because, I won't be the only one looking back on them because I Have her next to me to share them with. My life has changed so much...it's just....like I am a Pariah of it all...banished, but with me love ;) and that fine with me.
Now sit back
Relax, and observe....
Yea im a sick ass mofo I know, but hey, I have jello and you don't...free the popsickles! oooooohhhhh! o.0
Look, WETAWDS!