choices
In the past week all I've heard from my grandma has mostly been negative. She isn't feeling well and she is obsessing over her will. Apparently Gran asked mom "how much of your inheritance are you giving Jack?" and then mom said "well none, why should I?" so after that Gran wants me to have a share so she delt me in for $10,000. That was nice of her. I also get the car if it's still working. Well, I can tell you now that if Gran isn't around that I have no reason to stay here. Mom and I can not live together at all and I will never live with Dad again. So then after Gran dies I am pretty well a free spirit.
I've thought about what I'd want to do after I have no one left. I'll either move to Cali, the UK, or Australia.
Then I thought about the money I get from Gran. I could invest it in a business. Live off of it for a while. Go backpacking through Europe. Or I could use it to help me move.
As it stands, I am going to have to start saving money up as I can't rely on my mom or dad to support me. Mom is really selfish. I swear to god. I asked her if I could use her equipment from her business which she hasn't even touched or used in 3 years and she said yes but the restrictions on me using the equipment was so strict that she should have just said no.
After thinking all about that, I started to think about just living my life. I am not living my life, I am just doing what is expected out of me. If I was doing what I wanted, I'd be back with Chad.
Anywho
I've thought about what I'd want to do after I have no one left. I'll either move to Cali, the UK, or Australia.
Then I thought about the money I get from Gran. I could invest it in a business. Live off of it for a while. Go backpacking through Europe. Or I could use it to help me move.
As it stands, I am going to have to start saving money up as I can't rely on my mom or dad to support me. Mom is really selfish. I swear to god. I asked her if I could use her equipment from her business which she hasn't even touched or used in 3 years and she said yes but the restrictions on me using the equipment was so strict that she should have just said no.
After thinking all about that, I started to think about just living my life. I am not living my life, I am just doing what is expected out of me. If I was doing what I wanted, I'd be back with Chad.
Anywho