Apr 02, 2006 13:35
So i am an uncle now which is very exciting however i dont get to see him that much. I know for sure that I want to be close with my nephews and nieces. Unfortunately, i dont live in the same city right now and may never live there again. I have been thinking more about graduation stuff and I think i have come to the conclusion that i want to take a month off of everything before i start my career. I have worked and gone to school for awhile now and i think i need a break. And what better time than right after i finish school. Speaking of work i have really been doubling up the hours on the weekend. I am starting to get really tired of it though. Some people can't wait for othe weekend but i always dread the weekend and cant wait until it is over. I havent been to church in so long. I want to go really bad but i always have to work. Misty thinks i am a back-slider and she may be right. Can't say for sure. Day light savings is always a creeping time of year. It really screws with my head. I am sooooo tired right now i cant see straight. I think i just got into a bad mood. I miss my misty. The thought of her moving farther away makes me sick. But what can i do....nothing at all. For some reason we like to torture each other with distance. I dream of the day that we be together for good. I am running on three hours of sleep so it is time for one of my infamous naps.