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Well let see today i had to wake up at 9 (went to sleep at 5) to get up to get my TRUCK then came home cleaned up my house got some what pretty and went to get J-walker then we headed over Cassie Jean Baker i think i got that rite now lol but today was an ashlee off day i kept fucking everything up glad i didnt have to work lol would've fucked something major up it was cool havent see most of the poeple in like months well i had to be home by 10 cuz i am treated like a 5 year old and i took jon boy and mike walker home and it was funny cuz i kinda got lost just a lil bit but it's all cool i played it off lol but tomorrow i mite chill with my spanky my Twin lol oh lord now that i got my shoes it's gonna be even worse....i have been thinking alot about the past and i wish alot of things never happen i kinda wish i had never had sex cuz if that wouldnt have happen i think i could fall for someone with out so much worry of it like is that all they want and all that damn drama but yeah it's all cool i guess things happen for a reason i just want to be happy with someone like everyone has someon jessica and daniel, phish and shannon, cassie and mikee,sarah and matt, josh keeps girls for years lol but me no i have had one good relationship NICK and i hate to think thats the only one i just want to have that innocent happy back like me and nick had at first i hate that i still think of him and miss him and no matter what i Love him it sucks alot........................................................................................