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[jacksparrowsluv]

im so confused with my life at this point.. it feels like everyone is drifting away from me except casey and nicole.. i really dont know why.. but it sucks..its making me feel like shit..i was so upset last night i was close to puking. i guess im not going to hang out wih anyone today cuz i feel like being by myself. i thought my summer was getting better but its just getting even worse which i didnt even know was possible.. but at least i have my sleepover with casey on saturday and going to the beach with her to look foward to =).. but in the mean time idk.. i miss jake so much i cant stand it.. he keeps going away. i want to see him as soon as he gets back.

so yea life sucks at this point and idk how to make it better.. i really dont know what to do.. i feel like casey nicole and jake are all i have and all my other friends are fading away.. i hate this feeling.. idk if thats really whats going on but i hope its not true. idk what else to say...