is this normal?????
is it normal for me to feel like this? is it normal to dream about you every night then only to wake up to the harsh reality of it all? is it normal for me to want to die because i hurt so much? is it normal for me to feel like you lied through the skin of your teeth for 6 months? is it normal for someone to call you "the love of their life" and not mean it? is it normal for someone to try and sign on a house with you then kick you to the curb a week later? is it normal that after kicking somebody to the curb, one still has the audacity to call and ask for favors? is it normal for you to swear up and down that there wasn't somebody else when there really is? (you don't put up somebody's picture next to your bed and not have it mean something) and is it really fucking normal when somebody that you meant so much to at one point could act like such a complete cold hearted bitch towards you? i don't know, you tell me.