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I still believe in selflessness. Even when I walk outside and am mobbed by adoring fans or spat on my middle aged old men who probably spend their nights jacking off to pictures of 18 year old girls. Those people make *me* sick. I never touched a child, the thought makes me ill. Perhaps it is because my sexual drive has never been overly active, so it makes the media speculate. I must be a pervert who gets off to little boys or grown men in teddy bear costumes. The world makes me sick. Lisa, or debbie, will testify that I am not a sexual person. Sex, to me, has always been somewhat awkward. It may have something to do with my upbringing, or it may be because of my skin disease that made me self conscious about my body. And it upsets me.