In Which Charli Schools Ya on How To Be Hard On Yourself.
Three names you go by: Charli, Lian, McDavid
Three screen names you've had: mcda, go_sullivan, and q_cow_moo
Three things you've done in the last 33 minutes: give a presentation on syphilis, introduce Claudine to the hotness that is Eliza Dushku, and look at way too many pictures of penises with STDS.
Three things you like about yourself: um... nothing.
Three things you dislike about yourself: my shyness, my legs, my inability to let anything go
Three parts of your origins: the reproductive system (I'm in class), the military, and Subic
Three things you're afraid of: being alone, public speaking, and failing. For stupid fears- synchronized movements, talking on the landline and taking pictures for other people as "Hey. Can you take this picture of me?" (Seriously, I'm afraid that I'll fuck it up and then judgement! Or like decide to steal their camera for some reason)
Three things you are wearing right now: uniform, black shoes, glasses
Three of your everyday essentials: backpack, cellphone, and green, purple, and pink highlighters
Three important objects: computer, planner, ipod
Three of your favorite bands: Dixie Chicks, REM, Urbandub
Three ways to be happy: play with Philip, go online, and being very green minded.
Three of your favorite songs at present: I Never See You - Andy Davis, The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Script, and Where I Stood- Missy Higgins
Three new things you want to try in the next 12 months: learn enough Filipino to speak to my patients, bungee jump, and learn how to give injections
Three things you regret: fucking up, not being fluent in Filipino since coming out of the womb, not being closer to my brother, and my parents.
Three things you want in a relationship: amazing sex, happiness, openess
Three important things you're giving to the world: nothing? I guess service. Nursing.
Two truths and a lie (in order): I don't study enough, I read too much fan fic, i shot a man in Reno just to watch him die.
Three physical things you like in the opposite sex: biceps, eyes, calves. Even though I've been attracted to chubby guys. And PIRATES!
Three emotional things you like in the opposite sex: humor, a great laugh, and not afraid to call me on my shit.
Three things you just can't do: study all the shit I'm supposed to for Health Care by 2:30 pm. so fuck it, eat a piece a meat even if you ask me to, get over fucking up so hard. I can't let go really, I have random flashes wher I can picture everything even some of the clothes people were wearing. I mean yeah most of the type it was BCUs or the PT uniform but I can remember the color of hoodies and slacks. It totally bothers me.
Three things you miss from your past: low parental expectations, Christmas, and mass gathering of friends and family at Del Mar Beach
Three gifts you would like to receive: an organ transplant if I ever needed it or like bone marrow (yeah that is pretty weird but I don't really care about most physical things. Hello, the gift of life kicks ass) , a trip around the world, or a camera lens.
Three reasons why you are who you are: the military, being half American half Filipino, my sexuality
Three of your favourite hobbies: lifting weights, internet, and reading about things like serial killers or diseases
Three things you want to do really badly right now: cry, kick someone's ass, fast forward to after finals. A fourth thing is enlist in the Army like right now. Seeing cammies just makes me sad.
Three careers you're considering: NURSING. But what kinds. Ok so we had like a discussion on this Mark, Kim and I. I think I would want to do ER nursing, Neo-natal nursing, and ICU nursing. (Yeah neo-natal nursing is taking care of newborns. And ICU is of course intensive care unit, on the trama ward or burn ward) Maybe Psych Ward nursing. Yeah if I'm in the Army, Surgical Nurse being on the battlefield or the kind that does awesome medical mission in Uganda and such.
Three places you want to go for holiday: Bali with Travis, Seychelles, South Africa
Three cartoon characters: Toph, Roger, and Squidward
Three boy’s names: Jude, Michael, and Thomas
Three girl's names: Emma, Cass, Elliot.
Three things you want to do before you die: go to all the countries in the world, sky diving, and have kids.
Three people who have to take this quiz or die painfully: some bitchface x 3s
While I'm here, an earthquake caused afternoon classes to be canceled. Which is great because we weren't done with the thesis we were going to defend. That afternoon I fell asleep as soon as I got home and woke up at like ten in the morning.
And Friday morning saw me freaking out so bad about the possibilty of failing our group thesis defense. I was crying. I mean fucking up again no... no... it is not good. I was going to join the Army. But we got an 80.
Three screen names you've had: mcda, go_sullivan, and q_cow_moo
Three things you've done in the last 33 minutes: give a presentation on syphilis, introduce Claudine to the hotness that is Eliza Dushku, and look at way too many pictures of penises with STDS.
Three things you like about yourself: um... nothing.
Three things you dislike about yourself: my shyness, my legs, my inability to let anything go
Three parts of your origins: the reproductive system (I'm in class), the military, and Subic
Three things you're afraid of: being alone, public speaking, and failing. For stupid fears- synchronized movements, talking on the landline and taking pictures for other people as "Hey. Can you take this picture of me?" (Seriously, I'm afraid that I'll fuck it up and then judgement! Or like decide to steal their camera for some reason)
Three things you are wearing right now: uniform, black shoes, glasses
Three of your everyday essentials: backpack, cellphone, and green, purple, and pink highlighters
Three important objects: computer, planner, ipod
Three of your favorite bands: Dixie Chicks, REM, Urbandub
Three ways to be happy: play with Philip, go online, and being very green minded.
Three of your favorite songs at present: I Never See You - Andy Davis, The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Script, and Where I Stood- Missy Higgins
Three new things you want to try in the next 12 months: learn enough Filipino to speak to my patients, bungee jump, and learn how to give injections
Three things you regret: fucking up, not being fluent in Filipino since coming out of the womb, not being closer to my brother, and my parents.
Three things you want in a relationship: amazing sex, happiness, openess
Three important things you're giving to the world: nothing? I guess service. Nursing.
Two truths and a lie (in order): I don't study enough, I read too much fan fic, i shot a man in Reno just to watch him die.
Three physical things you like in the opposite sex: biceps, eyes, calves. Even though I've been attracted to chubby guys. And PIRATES!
Three emotional things you like in the opposite sex: humor, a great laugh, and not afraid to call me on my shit.
Three things you just can't do: study all the shit I'm supposed to for Health Care by 2:30 pm. so fuck it, eat a piece a meat even if you ask me to, get over fucking up so hard. I can't let go really, I have random flashes wher I can picture everything even some of the clothes people were wearing. I mean yeah most of the type it was BCUs or the PT uniform but I can remember the color of hoodies and slacks. It totally bothers me.
Three things you miss from your past: low parental expectations, Christmas, and mass gathering of friends and family at Del Mar Beach
Three gifts you would like to receive: an organ transplant if I ever needed it or like bone marrow (yeah that is pretty weird but I don't really care about most physical things. Hello, the gift of life kicks ass) , a trip around the world, or a camera lens.
Three reasons why you are who you are: the military, being half American half Filipino, my sexuality
Three of your favourite hobbies: lifting weights, internet, and reading about things like serial killers or diseases
Three things you want to do really badly right now: cry, kick someone's ass, fast forward to after finals. A fourth thing is enlist in the Army like right now. Seeing cammies just makes me sad.
Three careers you're considering: NURSING. But what kinds. Ok so we had like a discussion on this Mark, Kim and I. I think I would want to do ER nursing, Neo-natal nursing, and ICU nursing. (Yeah neo-natal nursing is taking care of newborns. And ICU is of course intensive care unit, on the trama ward or burn ward) Maybe Psych Ward nursing. Yeah if I'm in the Army, Surgical Nurse being on the battlefield or the kind that does awesome medical mission in Uganda and such.
Three places you want to go for holiday: Bali with Travis, Seychelles, South Africa
Three cartoon characters: Toph, Roger, and Squidward
Three boy’s names: Jude, Michael, and Thomas
Three girl's names: Emma, Cass, Elliot.
Three things you want to do before you die: go to all the countries in the world, sky diving, and have kids.
Three people who have to take this quiz or die painfully: some bitchface x 3s
While I'm here, an earthquake caused afternoon classes to be canceled. Which is great because we weren't done with the thesis we were going to defend. That afternoon I fell asleep as soon as I got home and woke up at like ten in the morning.
And Friday morning saw me freaking out so bad about the possibilty of failing our group thesis defense. I was crying. I mean fucking up again no... no... it is not good. I was going to join the Army. But we got an 80.