boredom- results in depressing writings.. or something like that.
mmmm. i was bored, so i just started typing.. emotions. yeah.
dont know.. dont ask.
'betrayed'
your lies help me see the true you.
caught up in this fantasy life of yours.
where your set out to hurt.
hurt everyone who crosses your path.
you've hurt, you've betrayed.
me.
me.
i was stabbed in the back.
i thought it was something worth having.
oh but it wasnt.
i thought you were something special.
oh how shitty my perception was.
fooled once again, by my own lust.
i've hurt, i've betrayed.
myself.
myself.
all brought upon by you.
the pain i cant seem to escape.
the pain that tears me from the inside out.
its eating me alive.
and i cant do nothing about it.
you've hurt, you've hurt....me
betrayed.
by you.
by myself.
its beating me down.
beating me down, until im numb.
numb with no movement at all.
with no emotions.
dead inside.
with no emotion.
longing to escape.
escape this pain, this misery.
the pain..the pain.
oh the pain.
betrayed..hurt..lied to.
by you..by you..
and myself.
-------------------------
'too late'
save me from myself.
QUICK. HURRY!.
before its too late.
the shiney metal.
slicing flesh.
save me.. save me.
i NEED YOU NOW!.
but your no where to be fount.
no where.. no where at all.
when i need you most....the most..
the tight rope.
cracking necks.
save me... save me.
the hurt wont leave.. and i need you.
i dont ask for much.. i dont.
but i need you now.. NOW!
the black metal. the gun.
the bullets..gold..silver tips.
powder..bang....bang.
the triger..easily moved.
bang......bang...
my head...
now blown..in two.
because i needed you..
and you werent there.
YOU WERENT THERE.
when i needed you the most..
no where... no where to be fount.
dead. alone. bloody..suicide....
suicide.
dont know.. dont ask.
'betrayed'
your lies help me see the true you.
caught up in this fantasy life of yours.
where your set out to hurt.
hurt everyone who crosses your path.
you've hurt, you've betrayed.
me.
me.
i was stabbed in the back.
i thought it was something worth having.
oh but it wasnt.
i thought you were something special.
oh how shitty my perception was.
fooled once again, by my own lust.
i've hurt, i've betrayed.
myself.
myself.
all brought upon by you.
the pain i cant seem to escape.
the pain that tears me from the inside out.
its eating me alive.
and i cant do nothing about it.
you've hurt, you've hurt....me
betrayed.
by you.
by myself.
its beating me down.
beating me down, until im numb.
numb with no movement at all.
with no emotions.
dead inside.
with no emotion.
longing to escape.
escape this pain, this misery.
the pain..the pain.
oh the pain.
betrayed..hurt..lied to.
by you..by you..
and myself.
-------------------------
'too late'
save me from myself.
QUICK. HURRY!.
before its too late.
the shiney metal.
slicing flesh.
save me.. save me.
i NEED YOU NOW!.
but your no where to be fount.
no where.. no where at all.
when i need you most....the most..
the tight rope.
cracking necks.
save me... save me.
the hurt wont leave.. and i need you.
i dont ask for much.. i dont.
but i need you now.. NOW!
the black metal. the gun.
the bullets..gold..silver tips.
powder..bang....bang.
the triger..easily moved.
bang......bang...
my head...
now blown..in two.
because i needed you..
and you werent there.
YOU WERENT THERE.
when i needed you the most..
no where... no where to be fount.
dead. alone. bloody..suicide....
suicide.