FUCK!
this is so fucked up.
earlyer today, dixies mom came to where dixie is living (with misty) and told her to get her stuff together, because she was going to be moving back with her..... and thats just fucked up, if her mom makes her move back with her, then i will probly loose her, i wont hardly get to talk to her, or ever see her... and this fuckin sucks, im so afraid im going to loose her.. and theres like nothing i can do...
i mean i dont know, theres gotta be someone we can talk to or something, im ean Dixie is not safe there with her mother, her mom is drunk all the time, and when she gets drunk she gets violent and throws shit around and its just a matter of time before she starts throwing dixie around... and last time dixie lived with her, she got all sucidal and became a cutter and its j ust not a safe place for her to be..at all.
this is all just making my physically sick, dixie means so much to me, and i just cant loose her, and it seems thats really what might be happening.
i dont know what to do.
im suppose to be playing a show tonight, but i think ima call jeremy, and tell him there gunna have to do it without me... i just cant do it right now, im so fuckin miserable, and worried and just sick, and yeahh.......
this sucks...
and yall have no clue who dixie is, so i should update yall on this.
well ive been dating dixie, um a week today actually.
we havent been together long, but i can honestly say she makes me happier than anyone ive ever been with, and i care about her deeply , and she means so much to me.
and shes young, shes 15, and ill be 18 in like 3 months, but shes young age wise, but mentally shes not young, shes had to grow up fast because off all the shit her mom has put her through..
and its just all fucked up right now.
her mom dosent know were together, she thinks we just like eachother, and she thinks since im a male and 17 that im like 98% of other males my age and just think about nothing but sex, which is not true AT ALL, sex is the last thing on my mind..... and just yeahh..
i dont know what to do about it..............
im so worried right now.
earlyer today, dixies mom came to where dixie is living (with misty) and told her to get her stuff together, because she was going to be moving back with her..... and thats just fucked up, if her mom makes her move back with her, then i will probly loose her, i wont hardly get to talk to her, or ever see her... and this fuckin sucks, im so afraid im going to loose her.. and theres like nothing i can do...
i mean i dont know, theres gotta be someone we can talk to or something, im ean Dixie is not safe there with her mother, her mom is drunk all the time, and when she gets drunk she gets violent and throws shit around and its just a matter of time before she starts throwing dixie around... and last time dixie lived with her, she got all sucidal and became a cutter and its j ust not a safe place for her to be..at all.
this is all just making my physically sick, dixie means so much to me, and i just cant loose her, and it seems thats really what might be happening.
i dont know what to do.
im suppose to be playing a show tonight, but i think ima call jeremy, and tell him there gunna have to do it without me... i just cant do it right now, im so fuckin miserable, and worried and just sick, and yeahh.......
this sucks...
and yall have no clue who dixie is, so i should update yall on this.
well ive been dating dixie, um a week today actually.
we havent been together long, but i can honestly say she makes me happier than anyone ive ever been with, and i care about her deeply , and she means so much to me.
and shes young, shes 15, and ill be 18 in like 3 months, but shes young age wise, but mentally shes not young, shes had to grow up fast because off all the shit her mom has put her through..
and its just all fucked up right now.
her mom dosent know were together, she thinks we just like eachother, and she thinks since im a male and 17 that im like 98% of other males my age and just think about nothing but sex, which is not true AT ALL, sex is the last thing on my mind..... and just yeahh..
i dont know what to do about it..............
im so worried right now.