just for those who read only live journal and were wondering if i fell of the face of the earth...
Let's see...life..hmmm.
Everything is definitely going. It seems super weird that i'm not going back to school with everyone...really really really weird. All i do is work now, and sleep a little bit too i guess. I can feel myself getting worse...it kinda scares me but i'm really too dumb to just go and see someone about it. I think about it a lot and wonder what it really could be. Most likely it's nothing..and if it were it would only cause more stress in everyone's life, not just mine. My dad went on strike which SUCKS!! so much. I don't know what we're going to do.Too bad money will never grow on trees.My mom has her continual nagging sessions with me almost everytime i see her. I can tell she's hurting too and i don't even know how to fix it. OMG!! You wouldn't even believe this but my dad told me who i was going to marry last night. It was soo weird!! He said he had some dream about me...it went something like this...
I go to school and this guy asks me to marry him . I say yes but i keep telling my dad i'm going to wait for at least 2 more years.
That's mostly just what he told me....other than the name and would i really marry him. It made me think a lot about what do i really want in my future and what kind of guy am i going to marry? He kept going on and on about r.m.s and how could i not want that. He asked me to promise him that i would marry an R.M. How can you promise something that you don't know won't happen?? He kinda got angry and said that he knew what was going to happen and he wasn't going to pay for school if i was just going to go get married to some guy who wasn't even close to the worth i am....haha way to go with the threatening faggot. Parents!
Welp i am off..I hope yall are doing superb and enjoying life to the fullest! i love you..i really do.
Lira
Everything is definitely going. It seems super weird that i'm not going back to school with everyone...really really really weird. All i do is work now, and sleep a little bit too i guess. I can feel myself getting worse...it kinda scares me but i'm really too dumb to just go and see someone about it. I think about it a lot and wonder what it really could be. Most likely it's nothing..and if it were it would only cause more stress in everyone's life, not just mine. My dad went on strike which SUCKS!! so much. I don't know what we're going to do.Too bad money will never grow on trees.My mom has her continual nagging sessions with me almost everytime i see her. I can tell she's hurting too and i don't even know how to fix it. OMG!! You wouldn't even believe this but my dad told me who i was going to marry last night. It was soo weird!! He said he had some dream about me...it went something like this...
I go to school and this guy asks me to marry him . I say yes but i keep telling my dad i'm going to wait for at least 2 more years.
That's mostly just what he told me....other than the name and would i really marry him. It made me think a lot about what do i really want in my future and what kind of guy am i going to marry? He kept going on and on about r.m.s and how could i not want that. He asked me to promise him that i would marry an R.M. How can you promise something that you don't know won't happen?? He kinda got angry and said that he knew what was going to happen and he wasn't going to pay for school if i was just going to go get married to some guy who wasn't even close to the worth i am....haha way to go with the threatening faggot. Parents!
Welp i am off..I hope yall are doing superb and enjoying life to the fullest! i love you..i really do.
Lira