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I must say i have fallen in love with this weather. I love it. It fits my retarded mood that i've been having. I probably should go to the doctor. I think it's funny how life goes by you so fast and you've stopped but it just keeps going on and on.
Today in deca[and yesterday also] we've done this give compliments/comments on each other thing. So it's been my turn for the past couple days. It makes me feel so awesome yet at the same time it's..i guess weird. I'm not very good at taking what others say about me, but this time i'm taking them and putting them away so that they'll never leave me. I really love to hear what people truly think of me. I was able to be me with a lot of people in the room that usually i wouldn't open myself up to.
I realized something this past month. My whole entire highschool career i have subconsciously been wishing to be able to hang out with that 'kool'group, be friends with that certain person or try to be someone that everyone likes..when in all reality i finally see that i am the person who i want to be. I don't even care what others think of me anymore. I don't even know why i wasted my time these past years. It's all going to end way too soon yet if i had to stay another year, it would not have gone by fast enough. I'm so excited!!! ;) I'm going to miss all these times though. ANYWAY! Enough of this..i hope you guys have a great night. REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE! :) HAHA
Love
Lira
Today in deca[and yesterday also] we've done this give compliments/comments on each other thing. So it's been my turn for the past couple days. It makes me feel so awesome yet at the same time it's..i guess weird. I'm not very good at taking what others say about me, but this time i'm taking them and putting them away so that they'll never leave me. I really love to hear what people truly think of me. I was able to be me with a lot of people in the room that usually i wouldn't open myself up to.
I realized something this past month. My whole entire highschool career i have subconsciously been wishing to be able to hang out with that 'kool'group, be friends with that certain person or try to be someone that everyone likes..when in all reality i finally see that i am the person who i want to be. I don't even care what others think of me anymore. I don't even know why i wasted my time these past years. It's all going to end way too soon yet if i had to stay another year, it would not have gone by fast enough. I'm so excited!!! ;) I'm going to miss all these times though. ANYWAY! Enough of this..i hope you guys have a great night. REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE! :) HAHA
Love
Lira