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Last night ended up ok. Hung out with a couple of my girls. Talked a lot...just about everything. It got me thinking a lot. I don't understand why we always do that. I guess sometimes it makes us feel better. We goofed around a lot! Hahaha...a lot a lot. It was a blast. I'm never going to forget the laughs. Or the heads thrown back. Or the missionaries either! I can't believe them. I kinda felt like they were saying we were slightly vain, even though i think it was more directed to me. I hate pretending that i know how to read between the lines. It happens all too much. Guess that's what i get for being a girl!!
I can't decide whether or not to go to the hockey game tonight. I think i will because it would be like the first real 'senior' thing that's going on. It seems so crazy. I think the senioritis i going to kick in super fast here. We'll see how it all works out.
Bout my life...there's so much i have to tell to someone yet i always seem to hold it in. I don't really understand why..i think i don't want to be worried about or have people feeling sorry for me. I absolutely hate that so much!! I think i'm getting better at recognizing it though because when i really need to talk to someone, i'll go and find someone. If that doesn't work out i usually just end up crying. It seems to work. It's like letting go of something and feeling a sudden extra bounce in every step i make. I think i need security in everything i get involved in, yet at the same time, i love to take risks and getting that sudden adrenaline rush. Life is so funny!
~Lira
Last night ended up ok. Hung out with a couple of my girls. Talked a lot...just about everything. It got me thinking a lot. I don't understand why we always do that. I guess sometimes it makes us feel better. We goofed around a lot! Hahaha...a lot a lot. It was a blast. I'm never going to forget the laughs. Or the heads thrown back. Or the missionaries either! I can't believe them. I kinda felt like they were saying we were slightly vain, even though i think it was more directed to me. I hate pretending that i know how to read between the lines. It happens all too much. Guess that's what i get for being a girl!!
I can't decide whether or not to go to the hockey game tonight. I think i will because it would be like the first real 'senior' thing that's going on. It seems so crazy. I think the senioritis i going to kick in super fast here. We'll see how it all works out.
Bout my life...there's so much i have to tell to someone yet i always seem to hold it in. I don't really understand why..i think i don't want to be worried about or have people feeling sorry for me. I absolutely hate that so much!! I think i'm getting better at recognizing it though because when i really need to talk to someone, i'll go and find someone. If that doesn't work out i usually just end up crying. It seems to work. It's like letting go of something and feeling a sudden extra bounce in every step i make. I think i need security in everything i get involved in, yet at the same time, i love to take risks and getting that sudden adrenaline rush. Life is so funny!
~Lira