Quit living and start breathing?
Do you ever just feel so fed up with everything and that truly no one! absolutely NO ONE understands how you feel and when you try to tell them how you feel all you want to do is yell and scream and throw punches every which way because they just want to tell you how it is and what you can do to fix what you feel is a problem??....really they dont even understand what the heck you're going through!! Or that the people you used to trust a lot, you find you don't have one fn word to say to them?? Life seems to be swirling so fast and i have no control in the pace that i'm going. I'm going through all the motions but everything seems to be just fine but i don't ever feel fine. I can't talk anymore...I'M NOT ME ANYMORE!!!! I'm so tired of marysville...i'm so tired of everything and everyone here...i just can't stand all the baggage left over from the past. Everyone seems to hold onto something that really they shouldn't because there is no signifacance of it. I hate the feeling of knowing what's wrong but not really knowing....being contradicting...wondering what the future will bring and which path am i going to go along with. What kinda person am i really? I hate the fakeness of everyone here. Everyone does it...including me. That's not how it should be. What makes life so crazy weird the way it is?