Spitting out the truth...
It's been a crazy few weeks for me, and a crazy few months. Shit, it's been a crazy life. I don't have much time anymore to write as much as I would like or update my friends on what's going on in my life, but I will try.
The most common question I get from my friends is "how is it being at a new college?" and the answer I most commonly respond with is "it's great." But this is not completely true. You see, it's hard coming from a college where I knew almost EVERYONE in my department, and always had someone to sit by or talk to inside and out of class, to this new school where everything is foreign, and I don't really know anybody at all. I've met quite a few people from some of my classes, and I'm sure in time I'll meet many more, but for right now, this is how I feel. Ask me in a year or so, and the answer might be different.
I find myself completely stressed out lately, mostly over the drama between a certain "friend" and me, and that certain "friend" and my sister. And it makes me sad, and I wish everything could go back to normal, but I just don't know if or when that can happen at this point. I'm pretty much over the whole incident that caused all of this drama, but it keeps getting brought up countless times again. I've tried to block it out of my mind, but that's easier said than done obviously. I'm hoping this will all pass soon, and whatever happens, happens. All I know is that I'm over the boy too. WAY over the boy. EXTREMELY over the boy. At least I keep telling myself that... and you know what, I'm beginning to believe it's true!
Valentine's Day is coming up. Probably the fucking stupidest holiday ever created. Why need a day where everyone goes around giving away fucking chocolate and flowers to show people how much they love them. They should already know how much you love them without such a day. I could be bitter because I don't have a Valentine, and haven't had one in the past 3 years, which is ok with me for the most part. I can save my money.
I saw my best friend on Thursday night. The best friend that I have had since 7th grade, and words cannot express how nice it was to see her. A friend that I will have for the rest of my life. I love my Kehteh!!!!!!
I guess that's all I really have to update here. It's not like anyone really reads this anyway. It's more for myself I guess than others.
Always remember... never give up, on yourself. I'm finally learning this.
The most common question I get from my friends is "how is it being at a new college?" and the answer I most commonly respond with is "it's great." But this is not completely true. You see, it's hard coming from a college where I knew almost EVERYONE in my department, and always had someone to sit by or talk to inside and out of class, to this new school where everything is foreign, and I don't really know anybody at all. I've met quite a few people from some of my classes, and I'm sure in time I'll meet many more, but for right now, this is how I feel. Ask me in a year or so, and the answer might be different.
I find myself completely stressed out lately, mostly over the drama between a certain "friend" and me, and that certain "friend" and my sister. And it makes me sad, and I wish everything could go back to normal, but I just don't know if or when that can happen at this point. I'm pretty much over the whole incident that caused all of this drama, but it keeps getting brought up countless times again. I've tried to block it out of my mind, but that's easier said than done obviously. I'm hoping this will all pass soon, and whatever happens, happens. All I know is that I'm over the boy too. WAY over the boy. EXTREMELY over the boy. At least I keep telling myself that... and you know what, I'm beginning to believe it's true!
Valentine's Day is coming up. Probably the fucking stupidest holiday ever created. Why need a day where everyone goes around giving away fucking chocolate and flowers to show people how much they love them. They should already know how much you love them without such a day. I could be bitter because I don't have a Valentine, and haven't had one in the past 3 years, which is ok with me for the most part. I can save my money.
I saw my best friend on Thursday night. The best friend that I have had since 7th grade, and words cannot express how nice it was to see her. A friend that I will have for the rest of my life. I love my Kehteh!!!!!!
I guess that's all I really have to update here. It's not like anyone really reads this anyway. It's more for myself I guess than others.
Always remember... never give up, on yourself. I'm finally learning this.