im sorry that im a bad son
looks like this is the only place i have left where i feel like i can truly explain my self. although i doubt that anyone will understand, much less care. my parents are a lost cause, according to them im the worst son in the world. and a complete discrace. well im sorry. but thats all i can say. im just fed up with life. the drama, the shit you have to go through. i can only complain so much before i get sick of my self. im just sick of gorwing up. i refuse to tell anyone anything, life is so uncertin every day is somthing new. in the past 4 days i havent gotten more than 15 hours of sleep. either way, im just sick and tired of putting on a happy face. its hard to go from being on top of everything to feeling a lonely little boy