Jun 24, 2004 23:31
it's been the shittiest past few weeks for me. i just donno what the fuck has been going on for me. i'm serious. i'm just in the worst mood.
work us fucking me over like no tomorrow. lowering my comission rates AND kicking out my base pay. fucking great.
i quit the bad the other day. i got tired of getting shit for trying to keep the band on track and keep shit rolling. further, to have it sound like effort was put forth.
fuck it. it meant something to me....a lot more than anybody really knew, but i don't care anymore. i'm done.
oh, one more note. i'm a huge asshole. i let shit get in my way and decided to ignore everything else....
i really don't deserve most of the things, and people i have in life....