Pondering
Isn't it great that I'm updating and it's not weeks later?! lol.
I swear my mind is gonna die because it keeps me up all night. This time I was up until 5:33am. But whatever. I don't feel tired. Weird huh? I woke up at around 10 and normally I would have been cranky, but I got a nice message from Tyler so yay. Today was a slow day. I don't think I accomplished much of anything except trying to sort out a few things in my head. It's weird how I remember my first day of high school and soon I'll be experiencing my last day. At the beginning of the year I looked forward to graduating, but now I'm finding myself wishing it was farther away. I look forward to starting a new life, but I'm gonna miss this one. I also thought about prom and how I still don't have a dress. I REALLY need to get a hold of my mom like very soon. OH and Tyler, remember what my mom said about prom like months ago? lol. She totally predicted that one. I thought about college. Hmmm. ASU is looking extremely promising right now. I still prefer CSM, but that's prolly not gonna happen anytime soon. It amazes me that in a few months my life will be totally different. Well I think I'm done thinking about this stuff now. It sort of depresses me.
On a lighter note. Speck's birthday is tomorrow and we're going bowling 10-1. I love cosmic bowling. I also get to leave for San Diego on sunday. I can't wait. So I won't be posting anything until thursday or possibly wednesday night. Well I think (more thinking geez) I'm gonna jet. Buh bye!
<3 jackie
I swear my mind is gonna die because it keeps me up all night. This time I was up until 5:33am. But whatever. I don't feel tired. Weird huh? I woke up at around 10 and normally I would have been cranky, but I got a nice message from Tyler so yay. Today was a slow day. I don't think I accomplished much of anything except trying to sort out a few things in my head. It's weird how I remember my first day of high school and soon I'll be experiencing my last day. At the beginning of the year I looked forward to graduating, but now I'm finding myself wishing it was farther away. I look forward to starting a new life, but I'm gonna miss this one. I also thought about prom and how I still don't have a dress. I REALLY need to get a hold of my mom like very soon. OH and Tyler, remember what my mom said about prom like months ago? lol. She totally predicted that one. I thought about college. Hmmm. ASU is looking extremely promising right now. I still prefer CSM, but that's prolly not gonna happen anytime soon. It amazes me that in a few months my life will be totally different. Well I think I'm done thinking about this stuff now. It sort of depresses me.
On a lighter note. Speck's birthday is tomorrow and we're going bowling 10-1. I love cosmic bowling. I also get to leave for San Diego on sunday. I can't wait. So I won't be posting anything until thursday or possibly wednesday night. Well I think (more thinking geez) I'm gonna jet. Buh bye!
<3 jackie