Slit my wrists and black my eyes
So .. i been talking to this kid named joe zaman right.. fucking amazing kid so hot so funny .. awsome to be arround.. we start to hang out we kiss and all that .. i really start to like him .. so on enight me my friend kayleigh , vince and joe all stayed the night at this hotell .. i did stuff with joe.. and by the way it was amazing.. and i go to ask him why he thoguth i was ditching him at the skate park ? he said cause i was all over tony .. i wasnt i gave a friend a back rub.. and thats all .. and i asked him if he liked me and he said i like alot of people.. hince his ex girlfriend the most.. thats all he talked about.. then i asked him why he led me on and he said he didnt really.. but i think he did. and then julie asked him if i was a pice of ass and he said yes but when i asked him he said that he didnt say that . and i belive him.. we decided to be friends.. but i think he hates me .. i really do .. and i dont want that .. i really like him .. and i wish we could of dated .. but im not good enough for anyone to date .. im worth less and im nasty and im a whore.. Joe if u do read this.. maybe u will think things over.. or what ever and maybe give me a chance.im not like other girls.. im not controling adn al i have to be with u 24/7 but u made me feel happy .. ur the only person i have had sex with since i been raped.. Yeah i was raped but who cares right.. i dont knwo any more.. i guess im done..