tender love blooms
well my weekend was allright ..
i saw shawn witch made me really happy ..<3 and then
i hung out with tiffany and we went to the skate park and i saw the kid i liked .. and it was allright . but shawn .. is just amazing and i really want to see him again ... he makes me smile .. and he is the onl y one who understands me ..
well in other news i had to take home that damn computer baby .. and it was so annoying i turned it off... and it sucked .. so i have to take it home tonight or do antoher thing so i wont have to take
it ..
[ I will close my eyes .. and i will kiss
you slowly] (screams at satrun)
i dont know what to really do any mor e.. i feel really distance from my friends.. its like noone wants to be arround me .. noone reads my live journals.. and i feell distance from my famliey to .. i hate how i feel .. i wanted to kill my self a couple of days ago but i didnt do that .. and it sucked.. i had to listen to my self and talk to my self . so i just watched the movie spun .. and it made me happy .. i hanted to go out and do meth but i didnt i got stronger then that .. but when the cravings come u cant help it .. i just need to move to change .. and im thinking about it ... my birth day is in a month .. so oh well ..i belive im done so i will write more ..
<3
dee
love today goes to .. Zee, shawn , mitch, christy , and jessica
i saw shawn witch made me really happy ..<3 and then
i hung out with tiffany and we went to the skate park and i saw the kid i liked .. and it was allright . but shawn .. is just amazing and i really want to see him again ... he makes me smile .. and he is the onl y one who understands me ..
well in other news i had to take home that damn computer baby .. and it was so annoying i turned it off... and it sucked .. so i have to take it home tonight or do antoher thing so i wont have to take
it ..
[ I will close my eyes .. and i will kiss
you slowly] (screams at satrun)
i dont know what to really do any mor e.. i feel really distance from my friends.. its like noone wants to be arround me .. noone reads my live journals.. and i feell distance from my famliey to .. i hate how i feel .. i wanted to kill my self a couple of days ago but i didnt do that .. and it sucked.. i had to listen to my self and talk to my self . so i just watched the movie spun .. and it made me happy .. i hanted to go out and do meth but i didnt i got stronger then that .. but when the cravings come u cant help it .. i just need to move to change .. and im thinking about it ... my birth day is in a month .. so oh well ..i belive im done so i will write more ..
<3
dee
love today goes to .. Zee, shawn , mitch, christy , and jessica