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i know i fucked up i know i huet ur heart but im sorry for every trying to be apart of something that will never happen ..
i miss being ur friend i miss talking to u i miss when u make my heart smile cause its been blue since usaid good bye..
my heart breaks every time i see ur picture.. or hear the name josh .. im sorry for hurrting the perfect person u are.. im sorry for being a cunt ..
im sorry for every lil thing i have done..
im sorry i cant make ur heart smile like i was used to once befor.. ur amazing josh and i wish i could take back everything just to have our friend ship back...
sorry for the names i called u im sorry for life.. how u feel i wish i could be the one u fall asleep with and watch sunsets with and cry in the rain..
i wish i could hold u and make u feel better ..
i wish i could show u the real person i am ..
i wish u were mine for the hole takeing and noone elese.
well i dont know what to do .. my heart is so confused i love josh to death .. and then i really like shawn i dont know what to do .. well hmm.. i will be sure to think of something.. im sick of being a huge fuck up and a failur.. im sick of being laughed at .. im sick of being hurt .. im sick of being a fuck up .. thats all i am to this world is a huge fuck up .. i need to kill my self to make this world better.. u got ur wish JOSH IM GONE AFTER TONIGHT
i miss being ur friend i miss talking to u i miss when u make my heart smile cause its been blue since usaid good bye..
my heart breaks every time i see ur picture.. or hear the name josh .. im sorry for hurrting the perfect person u are.. im sorry for being a cunt ..
im sorry for every lil thing i have done..
im sorry i cant make ur heart smile like i was used to once befor.. ur amazing josh and i wish i could take back everything just to have our friend ship back...
sorry for the names i called u im sorry for life.. how u feel i wish i could be the one u fall asleep with and watch sunsets with and cry in the rain..
i wish i could hold u and make u feel better ..
i wish i could show u the real person i am ..
i wish u were mine for the hole takeing and noone elese.
well i dont know what to do .. my heart is so confused i love josh to death .. and then i really like shawn i dont know what to do .. well hmm.. i will be sure to think of something.. im sick of being a huge fuck up and a failur.. im sick of being laughed at .. im sick of being hurt .. im sick of being a fuck up .. thats all i am to this world is a huge fuck up .. i need to kill my self to make this world better.. u got ur wish JOSH IM GONE AFTER TONIGHT