Why cant I?

Jan 09, 2004 20:54

Jacks Bandana: ...Im crying because i will never get to meet my idols (JD and OB). They always look like they're having so much fun. A type of fun i'll never have. And i just want to meet them. Im not like all fangirls that only admire them for their looks. I admire them for their work. They are incredible actors. And they inspire me to want to become an actress. And ill never get to meet them. Today i wrote a letter to each of them, and it only makes me hurt more knowing they will never get it.

I was thinking about what *Certain name* said. And i had been thinking about that for a while but i never payed attention to it. But now i've realized that all i want is this. Its all ive ever wanted. And i'll never get it.

I want to stop crying. But it never ends.
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