F*** you, closed door. ::flips bird::
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note to self:
GAWD. Fucking get over yourself already! You've whined and bitched and self-pitied for two months. GET OVER IT. No ifs, ands, or buts. It's in the past, it happened, things didn't work out your way. But think of it this way: would you rather have gotten that, or the grades you got on your exams and the free time and the work you were able to do for one-acts and the time you spent with your house?
This thing has walked away from you and you're going to be fine. If you don't get over this, it will hurt you and hurt other parts of your life. You don't need it. You are better than it. You don't need this to validate your sense of self-worth. People needed you elsewhere and you've done more good with OWOA and Roth than you would have with this thing.
You want to talk about leaving your mark on the world? Well, WAKE UP. You already have. Stop crying about the past and look your present and future in the eyes. It's happening and you will have a more lasting impression in your roles as producer and house manager than you ever would have doing the other thing. You have so much to look forward to and to feel good about. You don't need this.
FUCKING GET OVER IT. IT'S BEEN TWO MONTHS. YOU'RE BETTER THAN THIS. YOU DON'T NEED THIS TO PROP UP YOUR EGO.
A door was loudly and resoundingly shut in your face. Leave it behind. Don't cling to old, overblown dreams. Take hold of the future that has been waiting for you.
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note to self:
GAWD. Fucking get over yourself already! You've whined and bitched and self-pitied for two months. GET OVER IT. No ifs, ands, or buts. It's in the past, it happened, things didn't work out your way. But think of it this way: would you rather have gotten that, or the grades you got on your exams and the free time and the work you were able to do for one-acts and the time you spent with your house?
This thing has walked away from you and you're going to be fine. If you don't get over this, it will hurt you and hurt other parts of your life. You don't need it. You are better than it. You don't need this to validate your sense of self-worth. People needed you elsewhere and you've done more good with OWOA and Roth than you would have with this thing.
You want to talk about leaving your mark on the world? Well, WAKE UP. You already have. Stop crying about the past and look your present and future in the eyes. It's happening and you will have a more lasting impression in your roles as producer and house manager than you ever would have doing the other thing. You have so much to look forward to and to feel good about. You don't need this.
FUCKING GET OVER IT. IT'S BEEN TWO MONTHS. YOU'RE BETTER THAN THIS. YOU DON'T NEED THIS TO PROP UP YOUR EGO.
A door was loudly and resoundingly shut in your face. Leave it behind. Don't cling to old, overblown dreams. Take hold of the future that has been waiting for you.
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