Sometimes I miss it... Sometimes I miss y-o-u. But then I remember the deceit, the bullshit, the pain, the lies, the constant battle for social hierarchy; the constant battles with our own selves. But then there are those good times. Those good times that out weight all of the bad ones and erase the pain. Those good times that make you forget. Those good times where silence was worth more than a billion words because your presence was worth more than the all of the kind spoken words in the world. Those good times that don't allow you to do anything but smile. Those good times that make you fall in love all over again. We weren't who we are yet and who we are is potentially a much more compatible version of who we were. But at what point is so much pain worth it at the expense of your happiness? At what point do you give because the push isn't ever going to let you push back and beyond? When do you give up what you want and let a reality become a memory?
The difficulty and the challenge is what gives it value because if it was easy it wouldn't be worth it. But at some point we have to realize that there are people who can stay in our hearts, but not in our life.
I fall,
You fall,
Turns into
......will you catch me?
Because really, are you worth it?
Or better yet,
Am I worth way more than you.ever.deserve.
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