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allright
another morning that im waking up depressed
I dont know what my problem is
I think i have a drinking problem
-last night i drank a whole bottle of wine=
the thing is iv been drinking like 3=4 glasses of wine a night
and im not even with my friends half of htese times
I need to stop i really think im overdoing it
what should i do?
i feel like this is stopping me from everything
i always eat when im drinking
also i wake up and feel like total shit cause i drank number one and because i ate a ton
and i never get anything accomplished when i drink
i just get so bored after the day is over
that its either go to sleep or drink--or ill just read in bed.
I know i should replace that with exersizing
anyways today is my first day of work that i was all excited about and now i feeel like shit
I need to realize this is ruining my life. I know it is and i need to make a stand before it gets to late
From Today August 30th until September 30th--I WILL NOT HAVE ANY ALCOHOL---
That and my diet restriction is all im setting up for myself
other then that ill let myself smoke---as long as it stops me from drinking
I need to do this for a month---it doesnt matter whats going on--this is bad and its ruinging me
another morning that im waking up depressed
I dont know what my problem is
I think i have a drinking problem
-last night i drank a whole bottle of wine=
the thing is iv been drinking like 3=4 glasses of wine a night
and im not even with my friends half of htese times
I need to stop i really think im overdoing it
what should i do?
i feel like this is stopping me from everything
i always eat when im drinking
also i wake up and feel like total shit cause i drank number one and because i ate a ton
and i never get anything accomplished when i drink
i just get so bored after the day is over
that its either go to sleep or drink--or ill just read in bed.
I know i should replace that with exersizing
anyways today is my first day of work that i was all excited about and now i feeel like shit
I need to realize this is ruining my life. I know it is and i need to make a stand before it gets to late
From Today August 30th until September 30th--I WILL NOT HAVE ANY ALCOHOL---
That and my diet restriction is all im setting up for myself
other then that ill let myself smoke---as long as it stops me from drinking
I need to do this for a month---it doesnt matter whats going on--this is bad and its ruinging me