Jan 23, 2005 11:45
lets talk about one reason that i really like college and wish i was there right now, wait, fuck it, we'll talk about a few reasons
respect for other human beings
yeah for all you wicked awesome kids who went to wh with me, you probably never heard of this,its called not judging people for how the dress or what they think and also not judging people before you meet them, ive been secretly doing it for years but, im the only one and if i had said anything back then i probably would have been alienated...CAYOOT. so thanks umass for being real people and not fuck jobs. its fun to b/c at college guys like me because im funny or because im smart and they dont shy away because i have strong opinions...girls...just go to fucking college...the guys are here are NOT worth your time, their all HAS BEENS, cait squires ex lovers, that makes them HAS BEENS b/c im better than all of them.
when i was in high school i remeber one time saying how no one took me seriously or respected me and i was venting it to someone and my homeroom teacher said to me "cait, its not like that at college" and its not...theres a stronger sence of acceptance there than anyone and at first it turned me off becuase i can understand that im insane and i expect to be sometimes not accepted by people right away but i was at school and it's b/c they dont care instead of saying "that girls weird, lets find out about bad things shes done in the past and bring it up at inappropriate times" they were like "hmm dark sence of humor, interesting" and talked to me
and fine ill get into this
stacy
who is the best because stacy helps me to fill a void thats been gaping for all of my 17 years and its b/c no one ever like has been romantic to me, b/c im not seen in that light, i feel like sometimes you all really see me as a slut, not because ive been around, i really havent, but even how i talk and sometimes dress and the fact that my aura is completely sexual, guys i grew up with think that im easy or something and anyone whos gone out with me just wanted me for that and if your one of those guys i dare you to say otherwise, i fucking dare you, b/c you know thats why. stacy is a romantic person, she likes to lay with me and talk to me, and no im not a DYKE, ive been bisexual since 8th grade and not ashamed so if u didnt know its b/c you were too busy making fun of my opinion on one thing or other...fuckers. stacy is the coolest and she makes me feel pretty instead of sexy. now that is cool!!
ok but im done venting
im gunna go shovel
BYE!
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