Aug 23, 2007 00:06
So, I'm moving to Portland in 3 DAYS!! :) I can't wait!! This time I'm staying, I'm finishging school, I'm getting a good job.. and I'm going to love it!!
Right now I'm pretty stressed, got a lot of the packing and stuff done but the money issue is stressing me out big time... I'm breaking out wicked bad, thats when you can tell I'm REALLY stressed out! It sucks.
Good thing is I am moving in with really helpful and supportive people who know people and can hlep me out down there if there is a problem. Bad thing, it's a 1 bedroom I have to share with 2 guys... and I'm sorta a neat freak... and the place is majorly yuky. I think I can handle it tho... with a bottle of bleach! Less then a month and we shall be getting a 3 bedroom and I will make damn sure it's a nice one too! :)
I've never been as excited as I am to get done a job, ICT that is.... man that job is pure hell and I swear I will never go back to doing such a thing! Sitting on my ass all day sucks.. I am fuckin chubby and lazy and no ambition and tired and I fucking hate it... I love to be active!
I'm ready to get away from the drama more then anything! I'm ready to go someplace I know no one and no one knows me.. well few people anyways! I can't wait, so much is going to be different, better!
AND I am gonna graduate a semester early because of my transfer credits... and I'm going to put every single ounce of energy and strength I have into this program and then into working on a travelling job... I want to go everywhere once I am done with this!
AHHHH... it feels good to dream big for once! :)